I’ve kinda seen a pattern in my mum’s behaviour that’s concerning my safety at home, especially yesterday, wish someone could intervene?
As an autistic woman with complex PTSD, as well as Cerebral Palsy, that’s had a history of domestic abuse and being abused by the system, especially with social workers, so-called carers and doctors, which mum is forcing me to engage with, when it isn’t in my capacity to cope with.
When I showed her the definition of ABA, and how harmful it is to an autistic person, she started throwing more abuse at me, like she agrees with it, and it’s having knock on effect on my mental health.
I’ve no supportive family, and any friends I’ve got are miles away in either the Glasgow/Lanarkshire area, the public transport system is barely accessible to me, and the staff who work on them have also been abusive, which means I’m in quite a precarious and very isolated situation, which I’ve been waiting for to be moved back to Coatbridge, where most friends reside.
I trust someone might step in and reason with mum, cuz our relationship is on the rocks, because of her lack of understanding, acceptance and respect of my needs.
I can only cope with the people in my circle, and functionality is more limited. My meltdowns and shutdowns are more apparent, cuz I cannot get rest or peace, cuz it seems at every turn, it’s the same abuse, hostility and hatred!
please someone, HELP!
