I feel totally uninspired

It's august and I hate august, for me it's one of the most depressing months, I'm covered in gnat bites, I can't sleep and it's hot, I'm fed up with summer foods and long for the heartier foods of autumn and winter that I couldn't possibly face in this weather.

I'm also missing shops, I just want to wander about and have some ideas for possibilities, theres a definate lack of possibilities. I still need new clothes and shoes and theres little point in buying any summer stuff now as I won't need it in a month or so, also shops ahve started selling jumpers. Not anything I'd wear as I don't see the point of a jumper that would barely cover my boobs and leave the rest of me cold and exposed. I can't get the bra's that fit me comfortabley anymore either, or not unless I send off for them.

All in all I'm fed up!

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  • I don't see the point of a jumper that would barely cover my boobs and leave the rest of me cold and exposed.

    Better than the other way around I would have thought.

    I hate bites too. I'm careful to avoid any water sitting around so it stops the mosquitos. It's been so dry though that there are few this year. I attract mosquitoes.

    I also avoid being outside at dusk.

    It's the time of year for flowers. Should second flush on the roses. I like flowers, I have a couple of vases of flowers I get from the florist. I have the passion flower outside. Plus troughs of marigolds and the petunias. And roses and dahlias, and lobelia, etc.

    There must be some hobby you can do though that can use the extra natural light, painting or photography, or just reading or crosswords.

  • I did try on some M&S bra's from the miniscule selection they have in Bangor, I went to Llandudno last year to the big store there and had a fitting, I asked for no wires or bones and got wires and bones as apparently I'm to big not to need this level of support and find bras uncomfortable because I've not TRAINED myself to be OK with them! I mean WTF? I have problems with the measurement things too, they never come out right, how can a bra be the right size if I can shrug my shoulders and fall out of the bottom of it?

    I can't have dahlias, they make me sneeze so badly I can barely catch my breath, the only thing I can draw is a bath and I'm a decorator not an artist, my shoulder problems have put paid to me holding anything above mid chest height. I don't have a camera, I dislike photographs at the best of times, and I take a terrible photograph, even though I was taught by someone who was really good. I have water bowls for the wildlife to drink from and bathe in. Gnats home in on me from miles around.

    Dusk here is a couple of hours, longer in mid summer, when it's still light at 10pm.

    Uno, I could ask Boris cat to visit you and bring Fearn with him, they'd deal with the rats, Boris taught Fearn dog to hunt and she only catches rodents. Between them they make a formidable hunting team.

  • August is the month opposite my birth month, according to astrologers this is a difficult time for many people.

    Also we have herds of tourists and I mean herds.

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