- My grandmother died on the 19th March. From pancreatic cancer. I saw a photo of what she looked like before she died. I won't ever be able to forget that.
- I have ASD, I possibly have ADHD too. And I most certainly have RSD (rejection sensitivity dysphoria)
- This January, I was bullied out of a university society. The loss of one person in particular was extremely upsetting. I always looked out for her, cared about her. When I found out about her health, I was trying to look after it as well- she had asthma. But she turned against me like everybody did, and she blocked me.
- I'm seeing my closest friend on the 31st March. She called me when I told her about my grandmother and afterwards was writing me the sweetest messages she had ever written to me. Checking up on me, asking me to call her if anything happened. I'm so scared she won't want to see me anymore.
- I don't know how I'm going to do the exams this year after all of this.
- I'm presenting my research in Newcastle in April. I'm really hoping to find a connection there with someone, but the mere thought fills me with dread.
- I'm beyond furious at my uncle. His negligence resulted in the death of my grandfather, his own father, in 2013 from stomach cancer. Me and my mother were telling him constantly to check my grandmother's health. He didn't listen. Then, my grandmother died. Pancreatic cancer. Which could have been detected early.