Hi,
I wrote about this before.
My grandmother has cancer, and she suddenly deteriorated. She's in another country, I can't visit her because of the war in Ukraine.
My mother described her as 'leaving', saying she barely walks and spends all her time sleeping. The only time she came alive was when she heard my voice- she told everyone she knows about my presentation in Parliament, and always compares me to Lev Landau.
I'm feeling extremely upset, and crying all the time because of this.
A young woman I was talking about a lot earlier is visiting me on Saturday- I really want to tell her, and I don't want to start crying in front of her.