I’ve recently moved to a new place and started uni. it’s been very hard for me but i’m proud of what i’ve achieved. I’ve never been someone who has been good at making friends and i’ve never had more than two friends at a time. i cannot stress to you how hard I have tried since the start to make friends. I’ve had so many conversations that i have tried my best to ask the person questions also and seem interested. I’ve hung out with people on a few occasions and i’ve also exchanged instagrams with lots of people i’ve had conversations with. I’ve even gone up to people in my class and had conversations with them i’ve actually shocked myself with how much i’ve been trying to talk to people because i’m not usually like this. But for the life of me no one wants to be my friend, i just want someone to talk to or hang out with sometimes but no one seems interested in me when i try to initiate anything. What makes it worse is that everyone except me has a friend and i mean everyone. It feels so so unfair because ive put so much effort into this, way more than any of them because they can just do it all so effortlessly. I really am starting to feel like maybe i’m just going to have to get used to feeling like this forever and i’m just meant to be solo.
