If you suffer from autistic self hatred these videos can help.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UB_iiLAZLk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugQEiZG19Rs
If you feel so afflicted by the issue of autistic self hatred and are in mental health crisis please call 116 123 to talk to Samaritans, or text "SHOUT" to 85258 to contact the Shout Crisis Text Line (UK services).