A day of masking

When I mask, I always start out like this

By the end of the day I'm like this

Thankfully the company I work with are more than good to me and my boss is allowing me to work from home at the moment. I wish I could be at home all the time, it won't last but I am enjoying this immensely.

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  • Hello Interface, 

    I am happy to hear you have supportive work environment. That's a lot. I can completely relate to how you experience masking. I feel exactly the same. I start off telling myself that I can do it and prepare myself for hours, days, weeks and months in advance. I do my best every time... But.. Unfortunately, for me (once again, as it became a sort of pattern ) it made me loose my job eventually. I wish I could find a job that allows me to work from home when I need it but my CV looks really bad. I haven't got any degree because I struggle with learning and with social aspect.. I haven't got driving licence ( I am a learner driver for about 8 years now) because I am too nervous about it. I struggle to do so many things at the same time which driving is all about and closer the exam is, the more nervous and anxious I become. I have to reschedule it few times until I finally have to cancel the exam because I just can't do it.. 

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  • Hello Interface, 

    I am happy to hear you have supportive work environment. That's a lot. I can completely relate to how you experience masking. I feel exactly the same. I start off telling myself that I can do it and prepare myself for hours, days, weeks and months in advance. I do my best every time... But.. Unfortunately, for me (once again, as it became a sort of pattern ) it made me loose my job eventually. I wish I could find a job that allows me to work from home when I need it but my CV looks really bad. I haven't got any degree because I struggle with learning and with social aspect.. I haven't got driving licence ( I am a learner driver for about 8 years now) because I am too nervous about it. I struggle to do so many things at the same time which driving is all about and closer the exam is, the more nervous and anxious I become. I have to reschedule it few times until I finally have to cancel the exam because I just can't do it.. 

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