At Primary School I always felt different. I didn't understand why I couldn't play with others. I knew the others found me odd. I also didn't have a diagnosis until I got to high school so me nor my parents knew. I think I buried the pain for a long long time but recently it's started to really affect me. I felt so alone. I remember sitting on a bench in the playground watching everyone laughing and having fun and I couldn't join it. I still feel alone.
