Hi.
Im reaching out to find out if there is any help out there to help deal with an intense attachment and obsession with my best friend? It’s got to the point it’s causing mental health problems for me and has caused panic attacks and suicidal moments.
The obsession is so bad if there is a change of circumstances for him or does anything significant without me I get panic attacks and significant low moods. I also want to see him fail at his life so he needs me even more and will stay by my side. I will constantly get anxious when I haven’t heard from him in a while my brain will go into overdrive thinking the worst case scenario is happening even though it’s been wrong most times.
it’s making my life hell and even though he’s sticking with me as he knows I can’t control it it’s making his life difficult and I’m feeling that there is no hope as everything I’ve tried doesn’t seem to get to grips with it.
Thanks