I recently got into a relationship which lasted 3 days, I was asked out but then an assumption was made against me and they broke up.
I felt affection for the first time ever, and immediately lifted me out of my low mood state, and even lessened how bad it usually feels. But I'm alone again with nobody to talk to, I'm so lonely I got out a plush toy I had from the wardrobe. The worst thing is I can't necessarily communicate because I turn minimally/non-verbal in social situations, and people have the expectation that I need to be communicative and positive