Not nice

I have the most toxic family imaginable with no support and I'm undiagnosed. It's bad. I try to keep myslef to myself. I have advanced colonic diesese and IBS. I have to keep a bowl next to me at all times in case I need to puke which is daily. I live at my mother's house and she went to my bedroom door last week out of the blue, and suggested that she should give me a knife so I can kill myself with it. I'm not even rude to people and get taken avantage of. She has cut me out of her will and told me today that the only conversation wwe can have is regarding my pet cat. 

God speed.

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  • I'm sorry.

    These people aside, many of us have digestive problems. I'm guessing you have tried everything. But if you'd like ideas, I'm happy to tell you what I've discovered after 40 years of near-death experiences with food. 

    Health and Time are two things we cannot get back. a friends father told me this once and I plotted my escape from a toxic environment. While I've found myself in others over the years, I made a pact with myself to never stay with anyone who was more of a liability than they were help. At 50, I cannot even begin to explain what chaos I have overcome. But it is far worse to wish you were alone. 

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  • I'm sorry.

    These people aside, many of us have digestive problems. I'm guessing you have tried everything. But if you'd like ideas, I'm happy to tell you what I've discovered after 40 years of near-death experiences with food. 

    Health and Time are two things we cannot get back. a friends father told me this once and I plotted my escape from a toxic environment. While I've found myself in others over the years, I made a pact with myself to never stay with anyone who was more of a liability than they were help. At 50, I cannot even begin to explain what chaos I have overcome. But it is far worse to wish you were alone. 

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