Every time I think I’ve figured out any part of my life or see a tiny bit of hope for my future, it’s just crushed by the fact I’m incapable of coping and truly have no desire to do anything. Not even in the way of I’d like to laze around at home “doing nothing”. All I do each day is wait for the day to end. Not much has brought me joy for a long time now but I really can’t see myself doing anything or being anything in the future. I just don’t know what to do anymore.
