I'm feeling stressed.
My friend has been unwell for a long time and recently she was much better, a lot happier and had plans to date this guy she met online so I was happy for her and him.
But I guess she's been masking. She tried to commit suicide yesterday afternoon and now I feel terrible and like a bad friend for not noticing and helping her more. She's in ICU and I'm so sad and scared she's not going to get through this.
I feel bad for not noticing how she really felt. I mask all the time. I should have seen it was happening with her.
Anxiety is at an all time high. I'm waiting to hear about her - but so far no news.
No news is good news according to my mum.
Vent over. Thanks for letting me vent here.