I feel so alone , it's so hard to make friends , it feels like nobody likes me because I'm not able to socialise like normal people due to having anxiety and social skills of a rock.
When I was younger I used to hang around people that were in the same class as me , hoping to make a friend .
But one.guy said oh look its him like a disease that won't go away .
Adult life hasn't been any better, I see groups of friends and I feel angry because I want to have a friend that wants to hang out but not 24/7.
I have a girlfriend but she's always shouting at me if I have a situation where i can't cope .
Sometimes I do wonder if I would be better off in the ground but I'm too scared of death to even try anything.
