Basically, this resulted from me doing this today not daring to tell anyone what happened. basically today how can I say this I woke up bad mood headache still do have a headache and last night I wrote a lousy email to mrs martin Lauren and Katie just because Lauren didn't talk to me yesterday that's why me making suicide huge mistake I ended up sending the same email to guess who my social services(HANNAH) she f******** called the police I told the police what happened and now idk what I'M SUPPOSED TO DO MY FATHER SAID DO THIS AGAIN AND YOU WILL BE KICKED OUT OF HOME AND COLLEGE now I learned my mistake I will not ever send this suicide to anyone and just tell my mh team or just use my other emails idk yet . now ik what I'm supposed to be doing and not, I better go now as I got my exam tomorrow not prepared so yeah, Even my friends saw me and the police took me back to college so yeah I ended up calling my MH team and my MH team spoke with the police too . NOW I'VE LEARNED