So today I had the busiest day let me just say I had a plan to doing suicide this morning but I didn't act on it. to start at 9 I had a career appointment and then at 10 a lady from money management phoned me and then, my counselor, then I had my psychiatrist appointment with my new mh team. I told them everything expecting them to give me medication and a psychologist. and no I got assigned to a CPN(COMMUNITY PSYCHIATRIC NURSE, WTF). at 2 or 3 Mrs. Martin from my school called no sorry my mentor Lauren called and I told her what f************ happened and Mrs martin my school teacher too. I had the busiest day and tomorrow well I have meetings in school all day until 1 I was supposed to have an appointment with my advocacy(I got referred by my social services) and yeah the money management lady I got referred by my social services too. I'm so tired. I basera told the psychiatrist about everything that's been going on as well as my suicidal feelings. I so f************ hate people. I'm sorry that's what mainly happened. That's mainly what happened. I don't get why people hate me. And they also said that I'll be doing an autism screening later next year not now . i was told I have autism but without getting a full diagnosis so yeah .
