Anyone else ‘successfully’ holding down a job? Is it also torture?

I went from freelance to full time permanent employment at age 47.

Mortgage must be paid.

Thus not feeling free = prisoner of this circumstance, being told what to do.

What’s the point of living just to pay a mortgage, hating the workplace j hating my life hoping for a distant free future?

Or is my negativity just typical of Autism spectrum disorder?

I got diagnosed in 2018.

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  • Haha. Sorry for laughing but many would eagerly swap places with you. I would. For the moment I am just slave without future or mortgage, or family. But  I have 3 friends at last

  • aye i had nothing too and lived with my family and had nothing.. i got a job, then got a mortgage on a flat..... this is not slavery, this is improvement from a lost life. its far worse being stuck with nothing but uncertainty and nowhere to go and nothing to do.

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  • aye i had nothing too and lived with my family and had nothing.. i got a job, then got a mortgage on a flat..... this is not slavery, this is improvement from a lost life. its far worse being stuck with nothing but uncertainty and nowhere to go and nothing to do.

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