Published on 12, July, 2020
I went from freelance to full time permanent employment at age 47.
Mortgage must be paid.
Thus not feeling free = prisoner of this circumstance, being told what to do.
What’s the point of living just to pay a mortgage, hating the workplace j hating my life hoping for a distant free future?
Or is my negativity just typical of Autism spectrum disorder?
I got diagnosed in 2018.
The job I have now no. Although it has its hard points I enjoy it lots. I work as a scientist and I love science. The job I used to have working for the civil service as an analyst was hellish.