I'm doing my GCSE's and struggling hard so I can get good results so I can go on to better things in the future. But this time I'm struggling. I don't know why. My main studies are in English and drama. Both I feel are strong subjects for me and I have a special interest in them which I feel gives me an edge. I hope it does anyway. My writing is my best skill and what I do best in at school. I'm 16 now and finish up next year but I'm really struggling with it at the moment. I wonder if I've got burnout. I'm exhausted and I have no drive at all for this or much else even listening to my favourite songs isn't helping me.
My mum said not to panic and it's a blip and I'll get there but I don't like it. I find it irritating extremely irritating.
I entered a book writing contest and I haven't heard back yet. Worried my writing isn't as good now and I'll fail in my studies. Still have drama but that's not going great either.