I have no clue where to start, but I've always hidden my emotions away from people. I'm at my lowest point right now and nobody knows about it. I'm basically suffering in silence. I've been having issues with a lot of things. My best friend of 10 years said she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. My other friend tried to harm herself. There's lots more but would be too much to say. I feel like it would be stupid to call myself depressed since I haven't spoken to anyone, but feeling like absolute crap for sometimes no reason has made me think otherwise. I'm currently trying to hide from the feeling of not wanting to be here anymore. But it's getting worse and soon I won't be able to cope. I have no idea what to do. I have no one to talk to.