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ZERO sleep last night

Desmond79

The effects of my online friend's death has messed up my circadian rhythm; BIG TIME!

Couldn't sleep a wink, last night, and there's the added stress of my car heading to Omagh this morning for its MOT. I gave the man taking her a Wake up call and he answered. I explained that I am grieving; at this moment.

I did, however, go for a walk to a local shop; which just opened for today. But that was to occupy my mind, and stop me from going mad. My anxiety is through the roof. 

  • in reply to Buggsy

    Yes, she constantly called me. Often we'd talk three, or four, times a day. 

  • I don't think people understand how close a relationship you can have with someone online, friends in person you interact with during normal hours of the day maybe once or twice a week, online friends can chat every day for weeks or months at a time every night i was running a clan ZRO on a random gaming app i haven't played it in years but still know what everyone is doing pretty much some have passed and it hurts you just have to recall the good times their isn't much else you can do.

    i hope you can come down from it an can only offer sympathy it does get better but it is always there