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I think you need a chat with The Samaritans, if they can't help i'm sure they'll be able to direct you to make sure you don't come to any harm.
Then you need to contact your local Crisis Team, or call 111 and ask for assistance
I keep phoning them, doesn't seem to do any good
I keep phoning them, doesn't seem to do any good
Then you need to contact your local Crisis Team, or call 111 and ask for assistance