I'm tired with life and living. I get no support from anybody and I'm just tired of waiting for things to get better.
I take orodispersible pills and am thinking of overdosing. I have a fear of vomiting which puts me off but as they're orodispersible it should go in to my blood and leave my tummy alone. I'm a bit worried about having my tummy pumped but again it's orodispersible so I'm not sure if medical people could do anything as the pills go straight into the blood stream.
I'm just tired of all this. I hate life and I hate myself.