Hello from Indonesia

Hello everyone.

I'm 25 (female), I'm from Indonesia.

Need help from anyone here, I need advice. I don't know if I'm autistic or not, I watched and read about ASD and it describe things that I don't understand before. I keep blaming myself before I read about ASD. I was diagnosed with Bipolar type II in 2013, is it possible if I was misdiagnosed? Because I keep thinking Bipolar doesn't explain much about what I experienced and I still feel "the pain that I can't explain to people". ASD explains things and it more makes sense for my own experience.

I really need to know what is this and I need an explanation about what I've been through since I was a kid. It's hard to get an ASD diagnosis, especially when you're an adult.. and you're a girl.. and you're in Indonesia. Also I have problem at explaining things and problem with speaking verbally. I'm much better at texting.

Please let me know if anyone have some advices for me.

*sorry for my bad English.

Thank you!

-cnp-