Hi everybody, my name is hannah i don't really know how forums work as the only social networking i know is facebook & twitter lol.
My son who turned 2 in march got diagnosed yesterday from the cdc after 3 weeks of assessing, although i had a hunch for the last year it still came as a shock hearing the words out loud. I can't say how im feeling because im not sure myself one minute im happy because we finally know and the next minute i feel sad,fear and lots of other negative emotions.It's been a weird day today not looking at my baby boy differently but knowing oh he doesn't want to hug me because he has autism instead of he just doesn't love me ..i don't know im just feeling a bit strange atm any advice on how to shake myself out of this and start getting the best help i can to help my alex with the next steps would be appreciated, even just a "hi stop moaning" would help a bit haha x