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Hello everone, I'm glad I found this part of the forum and the explanation about your posts being moderated as newbie. I dived in earlier and replied to a post where I though the OP was really struggling. When I got a message to say my post was being moderated I worried a bit. I thought I'd said something wrong and was too autistic for a autistic forum! Sweat smile

Anyway, I got AI to help me choose a username, it suggested it after I told tem a few interests including liking watching Star Trek: Voyager. Loved the suggestion so went with it. 

I'm 52 years old and female. I wasn't diagnosed autistic until a couple of years ago. It was actually being on another forum where there was lots of 'Am I autistic?' type posts that I kept thinking, 'Hang on a minute, I do that! and that, and that!' I was just sent a letter after the two assessments to say I was autistic, a link to a website and that was it. I didn't do much about the diagnosis since then as I have lived my life so long I didn't realise a lot of my day is actually taken up by being autistic! I discovered this a day or so ago by having a convesation with google about sleep. I learned I wasn't lazy, I have sleep inertia, that I can't sleep earlier as autistiic people have an later circadian rhythm, that the need to stretch my legs in the night that wakes me when I do sleep is restless legs and a lot of autistic people have it. That I get 'stuck' mentally and physically, task changng problems, relaxing problem...etc 

I went a bit nuts on Amazon and have ordered a book, weighted blanket, a visual progress bar timer and a Ono roller. I already had one weighted blanket and a squeazy/stress ball to all try and help. 

I have agoraphobia (Panic attacks away from home.) so don''t go out. I spend some of my time (And I have discovered it's a form of stimming.) knitting. I make Christmmas decorations, chocolate orange covers, dragons, I knitted my sibling a 2 ft gargoyle for their birthday. Laughing (They loved it, haven't come up with a name for it yet though.) Robins, snowmen, elves...I would say I've never knitted a scarf but that would be a lie, my sister in law asked me to make her three dogs a scarf with our local teams football colours when our team was in some cup or other. No, I don't follow football. Stuck out tongue winking eye 

I think Ive waffled on enough for now. Joy I look forward to 'meeting' fellow forum users and engaging with some chat. 

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  • Halo,   welcome to the community. I love space lego and painting pictures. Have you ever knitted a space craft or flying saucer? As my stimming I pace my kitchen. I do the pacing around since my early childhood. it feels wonderful and relaxing, without it i cant cope. It's not productive but sometimes I get ideas to write sci fi stories while pacing my kitchen and listening ro music. I wrote few novels already, two more are in tge process.

  • Hi AlienOn3arth. Grinning I like your username! Is it becacause you have an interest in aliens, or just you feel like that in society? I never had knitted an alien or UFO! I did look a while ago for Dr who/Star Trek knitting patterns on Etsy. They had some amazing crochet patterns, but I can't crochet! Sweat smile The only knitting patterns I could find where charts and whilst I can do them they are very complicated and I don't enjoy them. I did however see the new Jellycat UFO and really want it! They'll be no chance though as I'm not paying over £50 for a plushie. Sweat smile It did make me curious as to knitting my own and maybe once I've finished my current project I'll try and find a pattern.

    If you are interested in aliens, do you watch Ancient Aliens? I love that show. Alien

    Do you plan on publishing your novels? Or write any fan fiction? What kind of music inspires you?

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  • Hi AlienOn3arth. Grinning I like your username! Is it becacause you have an interest in aliens, or just you feel like that in society? I never had knitted an alien or UFO! I did look a while ago for Dr who/Star Trek knitting patterns on Etsy. They had some amazing crochet patterns, but I can't crochet! Sweat smile The only knitting patterns I could find where charts and whilst I can do them they are very complicated and I don't enjoy them. I did however see the new Jellycat UFO and really want it! They'll be no chance though as I'm not paying over £50 for a plushie. Sweat smile It did make me curious as to knitting my own and maybe once I've finished my current project I'll try and find a pattern.

    If you are interested in aliens, do you watch Ancient Aliens? I love that show. Alien

    Do you plan on publishing your novels? Or write any fan fiction? What kind of music inspires you?

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  • I did think of you yesterday, I was watching an autism youtube channel, Auticate with Chris and Debbie. There was one where Chris said he literally feels like an alien on Earth! I'll have to check out your youtube suggestion, thanks. 

    I get what you mean about  Ancient Aliens-Someone farted in the year 10,000bc-It was aliens! lol they do seem to make everything about acient aliens, but on the other hand, I find them very convincing! Some of the petroglyphs are amazing, and finding more and more giant carvings in the land that can only be seen from above.

  • Yes, i watch sometimes the Ancient Aliens show, but recently im more and more sceptic about it. But my love to space remains unchanged. I chose this nickname for two reasons- intrest in UFO, aliens and space and myself feeling like an alien. since my childhood i wondered if im different species. I was shocked to hear from video from Paul Micalleff that its very common autistic experience. His channel 'Autism from the inside' helped me a lot.