New and nervous

Hi

I'm a 50 year old undiagnosed but very very sure that I'm high masking.    Not really sure where to start or where to turn to get a proper diagnosis, or anything for that matter.

Yes I'm still single.   And no, I don't believe that I've been taken seriously, including the times that I've reached out to GP's for help, I did ask about getting a diagnosis, but well, I don't think they bothered to put the referral in, and I don't think that it matter how many times I ask about it, I don't think they'll bother.

Not really sure what to say about myself, there is alot to me, but don't want to overshare in the first instance.