Basically as the title says,
I’m a 27 old old autistic woman in the UK
I live with my mum
No social life, no relationships, no work
The years are just blowing by and I don’t know what I’m doing or supposed to be doing
I tried working a few jobs but they’ve never lasted
Nothing interests me job or career wise, and all seems unattainable anyway
It would help if I was actually good at something or had genuine hobbies so I could at least pursue those…
I worry a lot about my mum growing old, because I don’t know how I will cope with it, I can’t imagine a life without her
As toxic as it is, it feels like she’s really the only thing I live for
I’ve tried to end my life before
I’ve tried cbt therapy and been to a few support groups, but actually left feeling more helpless
