I've signed up new here after getting a diagnosis. Something I have previously explored, but when brave enough to enquire wasn't actioned etc. Having that feeling of being on the outside brings that feeling of self doubt i think. There is a lot I dont know how to deal with, which can lead to internal battles but externally I have been described as emotionless, presumedly traumas have put barriers up and tried to minimse vunerabilities. Thought ['d look around see what rings true etc.