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I'm doubting my autism diagnosis

sommersunshine

I was recently unofficial identified as autistic by a psychologist during a mental health needs assessment. I've noticed my autism ebs and flows over time. Sometimes I feel paralyzingly autistic, have meltdowns, sounds feel intolerably painful, and I can't stand how uncomfortable I feel to the point it severely impacts my mental health. Othertimes, I genuinely don't feel autistic at all. I socialize all day without crashing, can handle my sensory environment, etc. Othertimes I unmask and deep dive into my special interest and become "researcher autistic". Does anyone elses autism feel so different at different times? In comparison, my ADHD feels the same every day. The things that are difficult for me are always difficult for me. Maybe my frame of reference is off? Or maybe I'm sub-clinically autistic? 

Does anyone else feel this way? Is this normal? What does autism feel like for you guys? 

I've also noticed that the more I support myself and am accomidated, the less autistic I feel. Sensory supports makes socializing easier, masking doesn't feel nearly as burdensome. Is this normal? 

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  • Are you diagnosed (as per your post title) or your psychologist thinks you need assessing because of traits you also seem to recognise,? 

    I think everyone's Autism is unique to them - we share some things but not exactly, but we can be very different too . So when you read articles or post , you may relate to some but not all

    There's plenty of diagnosed Autistics that get the "imposter" syndrome - I think that's just normal post diagnosis journey - I certainly have though this too

    is you go for an assessment  - remember a diagnosis just mean you meet the enough of criteria, so you could have multiple traits but not get the diagnosis - I think that's why the assessments process feels very worrying

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  • Are you diagnosed (as per your post title) or your psychologist thinks you need assessing because of traits you also seem to recognise,? 

    I think everyone's Autism is unique to them - we share some things but not exactly, but we can be very different too . So when you read articles or post , you may relate to some but not all

    There's plenty of diagnosed Autistics that get the "imposter" syndrome - I think that's just normal post diagnosis journey - I certainly have though this too

    is you go for an assessment  - remember a diagnosis just mean you meet the enough of criteria, so you could have multiple traits but not get the diagnosis - I think that's why the assessments process feels very worrying

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