Hi everyone. I am a 20 year old female who has just received a diagnosis of Asperger's Syndrome. I have had anorexia since I was 13, and this now seems to perhaps be symptomatic of me finding it difficult to understand the world. I am really struggling to accept the diagnosis, however, as I am confused about what Asperger's really is. I also don't feel like someone who doesn't 'get' or enjoy the company of other individuals; I just struggle with social anxiety and understanding the rules. I am very locked into a lot of negative behaviours and coping strategies (not eating, vomiting, self harm, panic attacks, pulling out my hair, sleeping on the floor, avoiding rest, over excercising) and I don't know how to learn to live with myself. It also seems like there is not really any help available for adults with autism. I am feeling very lost and sad, and would really appreciate talking to some other people who have experienced Asperger's. Sorry if this post seems self obsessed! Thanks.
