I can’t say or do anything right and I’m exhausted. I need friends but my life’s so severely ruined because of ambiguous communication etc that I can’t handle the distress. I can’t have friends because it’s overwhelming for them and also overwhelming for me to live this life. I spiral for any reason and have done for decades. Depression and anxiety and exhaustion and burnout. Life’s been too much and social stuff is extremely difficult. I can’t reply to posts and try to get things right but I get them all wrong.