Hello. I'm new to this forum. Actually, any forum. I became a psychologist about 10 years ago and, after learning more about autism, (diving in to extensive learning and research), I realized that I am autistic. In many ways I would love to be diagnosed by someone else, but feel it would not be authentic as I know the symptoms so well I could say what was needed to get the diagnosis. I have only told one colleague (and friend) as I am aware that I 'don't look autistic enough' for most people and fear how others may respond. I do not feel like I am living very authentically though and feel that someone in my position should be doing the opposite and showing others that autism can look like many things. I am hoping that being able to express myself on this forum may give me the added strength to become a bit more me and let others see who I really am. So glad places like this exist. Very excited to spend time her and get to know others.
