Hi new here!

Hi guys I’m new here.

I’m 25f and I got diagnosed with autism last year and I also have eupd and struggle with ptsd. My main interests are video and computer games and I also like to do some sort of art and crafts based on the games. If I’m not doing any of that I find being in the peace and quiet of nature very soothing, but my lack of confidence and self esteem stops me or at least reduces me going out as much. I also enjoy watching some tv shows on streaming services and I enjoy a variety of films too. 

I've always struggled to fit in where ever I go, been very badly bullied since nursery and I’ve tried volunteering but that turned out very badly and what caused the ptsd. When I got diagnosed it seemed to make sense as to why I think and act the way I do but I just wish I was able to move on and not cling on to the past and traumas etc but it’s easier said than done. 

Hope to chat again soon Relaxed

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  • Hi and welcome to the forums. I am very much into pc games but mainly Role playing games or strategy stuff. I can understand horsing up negative thoughts and memories, a bit like a squirrel. Not sure that goes away at least in my case….

  • Hi, thank you for replying. I am a big Nintendo girl but I also love Simpsons games too! Yeah as for the thoughts and memories, I can’t help but store them up and they just won’t leave no matter how hard I try to erase, I guess they are just there and I have to deal with them but that’s the hard thing. Then when I just get so many I can’t help but erupt like a volcano. And as time goes on I erupt more. 

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  • Hi, thank you for replying. I am a big Nintendo girl but I also love Simpsons games too! Yeah as for the thoughts and memories, I can’t help but store them up and they just won’t leave no matter how hard I try to erase, I guess they are just there and I have to deal with them but that’s the hard thing. Then when I just get so many I can’t help but erupt like a volcano. And as time goes on I erupt more. 

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