It starts to make sense at last

Long story short,

Entire career a mess

But supported by wonderful wife who got me when everyone around just regarded me as "a wrong un".

Lockdown bought a disaster of my wife developing early onset vascular dementia and she is now taken from me by the sainted NHS. So I am suddenly alone in a world that doesn’t know how to accommodate anyone who is different. My odd behaviour lead to me betting pushed out of the local sports club. 

Recently I am being told I am autistic.

I am very angry about the sports club as I am excluded from a community I need to be part of. What else can I say?