Hello

Hello I'm Juice Queen. I'm an eccentric aspie woman passionate about Lego, writing and being immersed in nature.

I suffer from horrible anxiety, I've been trying and failing to help myself be less anxious. I was on antianxiety medication before but have since stopped as it made me worse in a lot of ways. I've been trying meditation but that's not helped me much either.

This Christmas my family has family coming over so from December 22nd to 26th it's going to be a lot of change which I'm already dreading because this happens every single year and it's always noisy and makes me anxious. I can stay in my room of an evening but during the day is family time, so I'm told, and I have to stay downstairs and mix with family.

Uggggh! Why can't Christmas just go away SobSobSob 

Parents
  • Hi there, 

    Welcomed to the community forum.

    I'm 40 years old.

    Enjoy reading, photography, lego, puzzle books and colouring books. Also listen to bbc sound app and music. 

    Christmas struggle as my routine will be disturb Pensive hopefully find some programmes to watch/listen to. Usually get a phone call from a relative who still doesn't understand I go to a community group. 

    X

Reply
  • Hi there, 

    Welcomed to the community forum.

    I'm 40 years old.

    Enjoy reading, photography, lego, puzzle books and colouring books. Also listen to bbc sound app and music. 

    Christmas struggle as my routine will be disturb Pensive hopefully find some programmes to watch/listen to. Usually get a phone call from a relative who still doesn't understand I go to a community group. 

    X

Children
  • Hello, thank you. Relaxed️ 

    Yes exactly that's it - (disturbance of routine) - Christmas is one big change of routine, not only in the house but outside as well. The whole country changes and it's constant across December. I think that's why it's such a challenge to get through, because there's little to no escape from it all.

    I hope you'll have a good Christmas and not be too triggered.