After 3 years of waiting I've finally found the answers of why I'm different and feel out of place in the world.Turns out I'm autistic and I do belong. It's a nice feeling. I feel like I finally know the real me, she's always been there but now I can see her for the first time.
I wish I had found out sooner, it would have made my time at school easier for sure. But I'm looking forward now and hoping for an exciting adventure ahead of me.