Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi I'm autistic and ADHD. I was diagnosed via the NHS after an two and a half year wait, though it felt longer...but I'm feeling more connected to myself now I know. I always felt distant but now I feel like I really know myself, it's a strange but nice feeling.
I work, was full time but now just part time, because of mental struggles and anxiety. My bosses are supportive, I'm lucky in that way. I work as a typist, which suits me as it's something I enjoy and I'm mostly on my own. When I'm not, I wear my headphones and listen to some tunes to get through it.
I used to try hard to mask and fit in but it was a direct road to burnout, so now I don't bother to mask and let the world embrace me the way I embrace myself.
Hello Katy,
Yes, after assessment, like you I found just 'knowing' made a world of difference.
I went on to read a number of books, particularly those written by fellow autists from whom I have gained more knowledge.
Here on the forum, I recognise much of myself in what others are saying.... and feel I'm largely amongst friends and allies. When not posting much, I still get a feeling of belonging - something that has been rather rare in my life.
Welcome to the forum.
Ben