Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi everyone,
I am back after a long stint being away.
Just wanted to say hello again. Ive been trying to deal with life and everything on my own and it hasnt worked out. So i needed to get back to my family.
Im in a very dark place but im hoping soon the light will come.
Dogtooth
Thank you everyone for all your lovely messages.
I'll not dwell over the recent past. Lets just say i've been a very silly boy for long enough. I've allowed myself to fester in the well of self pity, and self loathing. Its a pretty selfish and unhelpful place. Im sure many have visited and will do so again.
I am going to commit to living again now. I have put people that care for me through enough.
I have a plan to save as much money as i can for 5 years and then get out of my soul destroying job and move somewhere pretty and have some animals. Ideally goats and donkeys.
This is my motivation for living a better life right now!!!!!