Published on 12, July, 2020
My name is Adiyat. I am 17 years old and have autism and ADHD.
I’ve been very lonely lately and have been trying to socialise more. I’ve always struggled with making friends and maintaining friendships but these problems have been frustrating me more than ever recently. I feel sad, anxious, frustrated and isolated. I’ve had bad experiences with other people before and I’m scared of trying to make new friends.
I know I’m not alone in these feelings but right now I feel like it’s never going to end and that I’ll always be lonely. Every time I made a plan to reach out and socialise with someone I either put it off or the other person doesn’t keep their promise to go out with me. I’m scared of forming new connections out of fear that I’ll lose them all over again or that it’ll end badly because these things have happened to me before. Every time I try to reach out and things begin to get better, I end up back where I started emotionally.
I hope that someone will read this and understand how I feel because right now I feel hopeless.
Your bio says old comedies. Have you ever seen Olsen Gang? there is a series of movies about their exploits, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olsen_Gang I loved it when I watched it as a kid, and of course en.wikipedia.org/.../'Allo_'Allo!
About science, I found cool youtube channel where Jade explains all complicated stuff in an easy to understand manner Up and Atom - YouTube
Storytelling? does that mean you like playing RPGs as GM ? or write stories? I used to do former as teenager a lot, as a player too, and I'm learning how to do latter these days, if you want to read one of my stories shayboski.blogspot.com/.../a-day-on-planet-earth.html
I've seen a little bit 'Allo 'Allo. My favourite comedies are Blackadder, Mr Bean, Father Ted and the IT Crowd.
As for storytelling I like writing stories, I've been making up my own stories since I was about 7 and I want to someday publish my own stories. I'm working on a story called Secrets of Laniakea but it's still in its early stages and I've yet to post it anywhere.
For science my favourite channels are Kurzgesagt- in a nutshell and SciShow.
oh yes, IT Crowd
The joke they make on manager, voice activated computer, I did it on my youngest sister when I was 18, and she was 10, so 25 years ago, I switched off fuses in the house, and only switched them back on when I heard her 'talking to computer nicely' I paid the price when she found out eventually
I've got lots of stories in my head, but until last year I thought I can't do writing because literature teachers at school convinced me that is so, so I'm learning slowly to do writing actually
thanks for tip Kurzgesagt next on the watch list
I'm working on a book ''Madness, in its full potential not yet recognised'' in WH40k universe