Published on 12, July, 2020
Hey, everyone!
I’m 17 years old and for a while, I’ve sort of known that I’m autistic. So, for a bit, I was self-diagnosed/ had a working diagnosis whilst waiting for my assessment results.
Well, yesterday, I received confirmation. I am actually autistic and I have no idea how to feel.
For the past couple of years, I’ve been accepting of it — I did tons of research and followed multiple autism support accounts on social media. But, now that it’s real… I have no idea what to do.
It’s hit me that it’s not something that can be cured or taken away with treatment. It’s there forever. I’m forever autistic. Now, this isn’t necessarily a bad thing because I’m aware of my strengths. But, it hurts knowing that my struggles are permanent no matter how I deal with them, especially when coping and masking takes so much energy.
So, I suppose I’m wondering what should I do now that I’ve been diagnosed?
Thanks, Alex, and congratulations on your diagnosis!
I've pretty much already shut down the idea of a sales role. All of that socialising just isn't for me.
I find that I subconsciously mask and unmask, but it's a good idea to let my true self shine. :-)
As for reading about others' experiences, I've just gone and followed a bunch of social media accounts that are run by people who are autistic. So far, it's been super validating. I'm also glad to have joined this community. I can't wait to hear more from others here.