Published on 12, July, 2020
Hello, everyone. I did not expect to find myself here this evening, though I have had the thought before that I may be in some ways autistic. I do have social phobias - though I've learnt to manage these - I do have intense personal interests, which can over-dominate life! I can come across as blunt and rude. I am a bit obsessive about categorising things I care about (my own writing) though I'm naturally pretty disorganised in real life! ... And I'm not totally sure how pursuing a medical diagnosis at my age could benefit me. Although I am on some medication for depression and anxiety, and have just started counselling again, so maybe that's a silly thing to think! Are there any adults out there who have been through this - seeing some symptoms, not sure what to do, not sure if it's worth it?
Yup - it may be easier just to assume you are autistic (many of the things you describe make that likely). And then act accordingly - like recognise and interpret what the stressors are accordingly. What it can, of course, mean that your version of depression and anxiety isn't inherent/chemical etc. but is an entirely natural reaction to being autistic and living in a world that's not designed to suit you.