Published on 12, July, 2020
I'm struggling again so much. I thought I was getting better and becoming more accepting of myself but my word I've come down with a crash and I can't stop crying. I constantly wish I wasn't here and that my family would be better off without me. I feel like such a burden.
Hi there. I totally get you and feel for you at the same time. I suffer with severe depression which cripples me mentally most days. Little things are so hard to accomplish and seem to drain me so much. I have 2 small children and it's tough on them to have me suffering like this, I don't even have motivation to play in the garden with them.
If I didn't have my wife and kids I would choose to end this hard existence.
Hope we can get through these times
Best regards gary
Yes that is exactly how I feel - without my sons and husband I would just give up.