I'm still trying to work it out, but online tests highly suggest autism. I've self referred for counselling about something else, but part of my research has led me here. I've always been highly anxious and depressed, but 'good' at covering it up. I took the 'CATQ' test and I can't quite believe that what I've been doing for years is not what other people do. I think my chronic illnesses have distracted me from fully appreciating who I am.