Published on 12, July, 2020
Hello there. I’ve had very limited social interaction since I dropped out of college in 2011. I came to this site in the hopes of talking to people who might be able to empathise with my social/cognitive struggles. I don’t feel like I really have any true opinions and interests, with a few exceptions, so I don’t even feel like a real person most of the time. I wouldn’t mind talking with anyone really but I have a really bad fear of being judged.
I fear people judge me all the time, so I know how bad it can be.
um, well, maybe people do judge 'us' or each other...all the time... maybe they do see 'us' as 'different'..... i really don't know. but i kind of feel they always judged me. if that's true, kinowing that, i think makes the world um... clearer??? altho maybe not easier... i'll put a lol here, but it's not v funny.... lol... ha.
I originally struggled with the concept of humour, but I think at some point I made a connection in my head that made it make more sense to me. Now I would say I have quite a dark sense of humour, but it’s definitely helped me through some of my darkest times.