New here, hi

Hiya , okay I'm not diagnosed nor even started the process. Just almost 50, never fitted in, always felt not quite in synch, not quite getting it. One friend  at a time sort of person.  Touch of on off mild OCD over the years which at least one of my children occasionally displays too in the form of a tic, me,  counting in my head to one of three favourite numbers etc. That's how I ended up taking some of the ap tests. So, I thought I'd come  along and just, have a look. If I was it would be  relief, not sure I'd necessarily even get diagnosed but just knowing in my head that some of my little quirks could be so easily explained  already feels a relief .  Oh yes, occasional.extreme shyness , almost constant feeling of self consciousness when out and about unless engaged in a specific task .