Who takes comfort in teddies due to the lack of support around in our society for Autistic people. With the lack of support I have resorted to turning to my soft toys as an answer to anxiety and depression due to fears and suspicions of others who should know better. Next year its upwards and onwards as a seasoned campaigner.
Hi my name is Jamie I'm 39 & I have level 3 Autism. I have a small blue cotton puppy teddy bear 
called BlU he's 11 years old which I baught when I was 29 years old I baught him at the time as I felt lonely after attempting suicide. 11 years later I do everything with BlU (sleep,travel,socialise,date,get arrested,go hospital,eat & drink,
So far BlU has been to Egypt 
& Malta 
& Spain 
& France. At the end of the year we are booked to go to Tunisia 
.
We live independently on the Isle Of Man 
.
I asked BlU what his job title & he says why do you ask this question then he makes me laugh. 
yes I talk to my teddy it's calming to have a 1way conversation with your imagination.
Many days me & BlU go walking or cycling & we get bullied by 13-17 year old teen thugs. Who call me names like ***,Weirdo,Autism Freak.
I have tried to save myself from attempting suicide but failed & since I baught BlU in 2016 - 2025 I've attempted suicide 19x I've cut myself full body & face. I want to try n stop but bullying only makes matters worse then the way the isle of man police deal with me & BlU they bag him up in an evidence bag. To the isle of man police aren't trained for autism they treat us like the rest & just see my BlU as a toy nothing else. When I was arrested they took everything off me handcuffed me as I was in suicidal mode & was only a danger to myself after they took BlU from me I started to walk in the road at night hoping for an RTA.
I'm on blood thinners for life after 2018 I had a PE/pulmonary Embolism & a mini stroke the hospital found 4 blood clots in my left lung & 2 in my right lung. In 2019 I had another blood clot in my left leg & then a cardiac arrest. The hospital diagnosed me with thick blood disorder.
I was born in 1985 when I was diagnosed as non verbal Autism level 3 & I first started talking at age of 18 years old I spent many years communicating using P.E.C.S & Chalkboard. Throughout my childhood I was diagnosed with Photosensitive epilepsy & at age of 7 years old I had a childhood trauma when a friends older brother hit me in the left eye with a metal baseball bat causing it to expload. I remember looking in a car mirror & seeing blood & orange gunk dripping from were my left eye was.
Hi my name is Jamie I'm 39 & I have level 3 Autism. I have a small blue cotton puppy teddy bear called BlU he's 11 years old which I baught when I was 29 years old I baught him at the time as I felt lonely after attempting suicide. 11 years later I do everything with BlU (sleep,travel,socialise,date,get arrested,go hospital,eat & drink,
So far BlU has been to Egypt & Malta & Spain & France. At the end of the year we are booked to go to Tunisia .
We live independently on the Isle Of Man .
I asked BlU what his job title & he says why do you ask this question then he makes me laugh. yes I talk to my teddy it's calming to have a 1way conversation with your imagination.
Many days me & BlU go walking or cycling & we get bullied by 13-17 year old teen thugs. Who call me names like ***,Weirdo,Autism Freak.
I have tried to save myself from attempting suicide but failed & since I baught BlU in 2016 - 2025 I've attempted suicide 19x I've cut myself full body & face. I want to try n stop but bullying only makes matters worse then the way the isle of man police deal with me & BlU they bag him up in an evidence bag. To the isle of man police aren't trained for autism they treat us like the rest & just see my BlU as a toy nothing else. When I was arrested they took everything off me handcuffed me as I was in suicidal mode & was only a danger to myself after they took BlU from me I started to walk in the road at night hoping for an RTA.
I'm on blood thinners for life after 2018 I had a PE/pulmonary Embolism & a mini stroke the hospital found 4 blood clots in my left lung & 2 in my right lung. In 2019 I had another blood clot in my left leg & then a cardiac arrest. The hospital diagnosed me with thick blood disorder.
I was born in 1985 when I was diagnosed as non verbal Autism level 3 & I first started talking at age of 18 years old I spent many years communicating using P.E.C.S & Chalkboard. Throughout my childhood I was diagnosed with Photosensitive epilepsy & at age of 7 years old I had a childhood trauma when a friends older brother hit me in the left eye with a metal baseball bat causing it to expload. I remember looking in a car mirror & seeing blood & orange gunk dripping from were my left eye was.
