Finding Answers

After months of researching and questioning myself I finally decided to phone and try to arrange a GP appointment to get an assessment for autism. I'm a 20 year old student in my final year at university. For around the past year I've been struggling with depression and I've had anxiety in some form for as long as I can remember. I was told that I couldn't be on the autistic spectrum because I'm at university and I wouldn't be where I was if I was autistic. I don't really understand this and it has made me feel even worse and even more confused. I've been seeing a counceller for my mental health problems and want to bring it up with him but I feel as though I would be wasting his time. I feel lost at the moment and it is seriously affecting my uni work and my relationships with family and friends, who are distancing themselves fro me when I try to talk about the traits of autism I experience. Any help in understanding and coping better would be really apprreciated. I haven't told anyone else I think I am autistic. Should I? Am I just making this up in my head? Do I keep trying to get a diagnosis?

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  • Today I was referred for an assessmen. However, the way I was spoken down to today I found to be very hard to take. I was treated as if I was stupid, and being well aware to the extent of the problems I faced this psychologist felt the need to remind me time and time again that everything is my fault. He made me feel so small and the problems I have with speech made it very hard for me to articulate what was wrong. I know why I'm depressed and anxious. Is it really so bad of me though that I just don't see any way that any of this will change, and this is certainly not for lack of trying.

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  • Today I was referred for an assessmen. However, the way I was spoken down to today I found to be very hard to take. I was treated as if I was stupid, and being well aware to the extent of the problems I faced this psychologist felt the need to remind me time and time again that everything is my fault. He made me feel so small and the problems I have with speech made it very hard for me to articulate what was wrong. I know why I'm depressed and anxious. Is it really so bad of me though that I just don't see any way that any of this will change, and this is certainly not for lack of trying.

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