Im so scared, we are finally getting somewhere, after a long 8 years of struggling, of being at the butt of my sons aggresion, him trying to kill himself to strangle me or hurt others.
We have got to the point where the ed pych is comming into school, when the peadatrician gets the ed pych report and his salt reports then she is going to make a decision on diagnoses.
I feel nervous and scared, i know people think diagnoses does not make a difference, but for me I hope that from it he can get help and medication, im just scared that the decision wont be made or we will fall at the final hurdle, then what?
Im fed up of walking on eggshells wondering when hes next going to flip, i haddnt been in work for 3 months because he was kicking off going into school.
Another cover peadatrician reffered my son to complex needs panel but it doesnt exist anymore, so if he doesnt get that diagnooses or the hekp then we are up **** creek without a paddle.
