I feel like i am at breaking point, so after another meltdown thi evening, where my son used violence again and smashed his brothers iphone i have said enough is enough, he is losing football and losing his spends till the iphone is paifd for! is this mean?
I just dont know what to do anymore,i am sick to death of it! even considering splitting the family up over it, i cannot cry as i have shed way to many tears over the last few years.
We have an emergency Cahms appointment on Weds thats taken over 6 weeks, i have to start fighting now to get him the help he needs, i think he needs medication and i swore id never medicate him, however this is tearing our family apart,its heart breaking.
When hes constantly coming out with " i want to kill myself " or phone the police, get them to take me away, its like hes knows hes done wrong yet at the ame time cant help it.
What the heck do i do? im sick of it.........
